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Height: 5ft, CW: 150lbs

GW1: 140
GW2: 130
GW3: 120
GW4: 110
UGW: 100lbs. (reward - tattoo)

it’s time to stop feeling sorry for myself…

For so long I have looked at these ‘thinspiration’ photos hoping that one day I will look in the mirror and see them looking back at me.

I have been making excuses since day one, i’m too tired, i’ll start tomorrow, this one piece of cake won’t make a difference. YES it does!

I need to stop being so frustrated with myself, I’ve been so lazy and tired for too long.

I need to start loving myself, mind body and soul.

Starting from right now I’m making a change. I can’t sit here and wait for it to happen.

I need to stop being scared, of everything!